they say that there’s no such thing as spending time with family, feeling the magic of christmas, and of course being loved.

unfortunately, i haven’t felt that „magic” since i was 14 or 15, and now all i’m expecting is the christmas to be gone, and life continuing on a daily basis.

nevertheless,, a few years ago everything was completely different; i remember that each christmas of my life was spent with my family, waiting for that „santa claus” to come and bring different stuffs which were usually different toys.

in the last couple of years, i was all by myself, reading and overthinking. in my solitude, christmas didn’t represent such a big deal, just a celebration and nothing more.

i’m looking forward to seeing what is christmas this year.